First of all, I wanna say u are playing L2Classic, It's one of the most difficult Chronicle. Rather than crying in this forum, why dont you try to decide to take revenge on the boy who killed you. You need to know the criclet of our life: The strong will win the weak. "3x PK 2x", "4x pk 3x", "5x pk 4x". I usually kill my war in Cruma and DV and Pk all their support because its one of the simple way the stop their leveling process. Last but not least, Pkers are going to pay for their work, PK point > 5 --> Drop 100% items (Weapons, Armors, Jewelry), Its not free for all.. as well as it very hard to clear Karma point so you try to catch them. I droped Demon's Staff last week because of PK. And in my view i enjoy this PK/PvP system because of simple reason --> It is L2. You'll have to die, whether you like it or not.